Wednesday, September 3, 2008


Of all the things that I do so mediocrely, see there I go again, this is the one thing that leans on the bad side of the very thin line between mediocrity and worthless. I think I have seen the "World", and everyone else in this mediocre place are unintelligent and lesser.

I, for one, have always thought that I am the most intelligent and the most handsome and the smartest and... the rambling goes on. It's over a year now that I have been thinking otherwise. If I am the (the rambling can be copied and pasted here when you read), then why on earth am I doing what I am doing at the moment. Why are my communication, knowledge, looks, career, job, car, intelligence, common sense, maths (actualy this is very bad!), abilities, skills, accomplishments, quality, personality, smile, ...oh the rambling goes on again, so mediocre? It just beats me.

Or have I lost it.

I have everything (well.. almost) that a 31 year old man needs/wants. But I am not content. I want to embark on a new journey, a new phase of my life with improved quality. Is it my fault if I am "wanting" this at this stage of my life?

As I introspect, go down the nostalgia lane and brood over my past mistakes, I feel that I have a lot to offer to myself, my family and my life.

Only time will tell.